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ℕ𝕖𝕨 π”Ήπ• π• π•œ 𝔸𝕝𝕖𝕣π•₯: ℙ𝕣𝕖-𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕣 π•†π•‘π•–π•Ÿ
Have you ever wondered who you really are?
What you were meant to be doing, and what value you have on this earth?
Knowing the what starts with knowing the who – who you are in Christ.
“I Am” is a 21-day devotional focused on helping you to discover your identity in Christ.
Step into Ephesians 1 with me as we take a tour of all the wonderful things God says you are.


Claire lagerwall

When I Lost Me

Faith Fiction Novel

Disillusioned with God after a battle to conceive, Catherine O’Hall watches the grains of her life slip between her fingers like sand. In an attempt to leave her heartache behind and find out who she is – if not a mother – she leaves Sicily and boards an aeroplane bound for South Africa. She knows that she is lost and dares God to find her.

Rebecca and Nathaniel Allwood run a feeding project near the mouth of the Ngqusi and Inxaxo rivers on the Wild Coast. The understanding had always been that if Becs and Tick look after the community, they would return the favour. Until one day, a mysterious threat to their lives forces Becs to face the truth of how her family really came to own a farm surrounded by tribal land.

When Catherine arrives on the Wild Coast, lives are upturned and discoveries are made that push both families into places where only God can find them.


Such a well written book. I couldn’t put it down from start to finish. Highly recommended read. A huge success for a first book written by am incredibly talented author. I can’t wait to read whatever she write next!

– Gillian poucher

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Claire Lagerwall

The story around my existence will always remain a little fuzzy, with too many versions to really be certain. All I know is that God swept in and saved the day as a young single mother did what she thought was best, and put me up for adoption.

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