When I Lost Me
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We all have secrets. Some we keep to protect others. Some we keep to protect ourselves.
Catherine O’Hall’s married life has become centred around trying to become pregnant – unsuccessfully. But when she discovers the reason why, she feels unable to tell her husband Henry. Instead, after moving to Sicily, she embarks on a secretive course of action, which she is sure she will be forgiven once they have a child.
Rebecca Allwood, along with her husband ‘Tick’, enjoys a successful farming life in South Africa, having a strong Christian faith and working to make a difference in the local community. But a series of unexplained events lead her to uncover a secret that threatens to take it all away from her.
As Catherine and Rebecca find their stories intertwining, hidden truths will be uncovered that will change their lives forever.
When I Lost Me by Claire Lagerwall is a heartfelt Christian contemporary novel exploring themes of faith, loss, and resilience. Follow the intertwined lives of two women as they face life’s toughest challenges, including infertility and grief, and find hope and healing through their journey toward redemption.



Sharon D. –
I was scrolling through my newsfeed and a post by this Author on a book page I follow caught my eye. Not having ever heard of her, God lead me to comment that I would read her book. If not for that God moment, I would have never discovered a beautiful soul, an Author that has so eloquently written a story with all the feels, all the emotions one could have. WOW! A story that had me in tears, a story that had me in laughter, a story that had me literally fighting with the characters on one page and reaching in to hug them on the next, a story that just filled my heart with so much compassion for characters that warmed my soul! Bec’s, Tick, Catie, Henry, Ma & Ukufa have taken a hold of my heart and became very special people! Each with their own personality, adding so much dimension and perspective to their story, drawing in so much emotion from fear to courage to trust to love, all I can say is WOW! This is a must read! Claire, I understand this is your first novel? You have knocked this outta the park! An amazing job indeed!! Thank you for the opportunity to read this!!